michellefades:

deeperinmypower:

Deep breath. I don’t want to do this, but I….I have to. this might ruin my career, or make it. I can see him in the crowd. Out of thousands of people, somehow, I can pick him out. Of course, he’s looking at me. Smiling. He knows, just as well as I do, what thoughts and actions he placed in the dark recesses of my mind. 

Things I couldn’t access until the right time. Thoughts that I will think, words that I will say, actions I will perform. Try as I might, there’s nothing I can do to stop this happening. His will is law, from this moment on.

I…..I can feel it happening. At least, I….think it’s happening. My mind….feels so foggy….I can hardly….wh-what was I….it’s over…I’ve lost….my mind….I

The music stopped, as Taylor stood stock still. Her lips silent, her eyes showing immense strain, until her hands reached up, robotically, and loosened the straps of her dress. This was it.

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