For my entire life I believed I was a cishet dude.
When I was 11 and jealous of girls in my class growing hips, I believed I was a cishet dude.
Throughout my teens and ever since, as I hated my body and refused to take care of it because nothing I could do to it would make it stop being the body I hated, I believed I was a cishet dude.
When I started writing Lemma–porn from a first-person female perspective–I believed I was a cishet dude.
When I started a (since abandoned) bimboization blog where I pretended to be a young bisexual woman, I believed I was a cishet dude.
When I realized how fucked up that was, and create a more honest blog for RPing as a submissive bisexual woman, I believed I was a cishet dude.
I am not a cishet dude. I am a bisexual trans girl.
Pleased to meet you all.
Love,
Jenny
Hi Jenny! My story is so very similar to yours, right down to our names. I never wrote a story on my own, but I did lots of roleplaying, and I once publicly announced that I was ONLY taking on a feminine persona in roleplay because more partners were interested in that, and DEFINITELY NOT because I was transgender. No, not at all, not even a little bit transgender.
Yeah, I’m transgender, and everyone of any emotional importance to me knows me for who I am, and accepts me, and loves me. I hope that you can get to where I am some day.
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I’m lucky in that my rl family and friends are almost all super-woke, but even so there’s a couple people I’m super-scared of telling. 🙁
But the reaction here, so much love from people, most of them strangers, makes me way way way less scared!