So… when I came out a few days ago, I said I was bi.

But I’m not actually sure about that?

I’m attracted to women. Always have been, always will be. But… I’ve also always fantasized about men dominating women, and I now realize it’s because I want to be the woman in that fantasy.

Last night, I masturbated while imagining I had a vagina and tits and I was thin and yougn and pretty and getting fucked by one guy while I blew another, and it was the best time ever.

But I’m not attracted to men. I just wanna be fucked by ‘em.

So am I bi? Or a very confused lesbian with a weird fetish?

I don’t know.