“Hi, I’m Ari, and I…love hypnosis.”
“Hi, Ari,” the crowd drones, in perfect timing and unison.
“God damn it,” she mutters under her breath. “This is not helping.”
I think you’ll find that it’s helping you quite a bit! You’re already becoming so much more observant about how certain triggers like droning and repetition affect you. Self-knowledge is power! It’s nice to notice how deeply you’re affected, right?
(You should probably try a few more sessions in any case- you need to make sure you’re making an informed decision about this.)